Guilt. This was where my sadness branched from. Even though I have all the reasons to justify my act.
Most of my group mates worked overnight in the studio, although this is only the first review. totally unnecessary. People always love to exaggerate on workload instead of working efficiently. I see no correlation between the number of working hours and the amount of work produced.
So naturally I didn't join them both last night and this morning, as I find it totally pointless and wasting my youth, (also other reasons, like their lack of punctuality)I love the team spirit of working overnight together, complaining etc. but NO. 休想
Note: the photo consists of a lot of sugar, readers are encouraged against physical consumption, enjoy it visually instead.
Anyways, today would have been one of my prototypical perfect day, apart from the the overhanging cloud casted by the unjustified guilt
Warm sunshine shone on my face all morning, half-conscious at 7 am = my most productive time of the day
Received an email from the Children's book artist's assistant I worked for in Japan, they will write me a reference letter AND will be exhibiting in Paris on 19th March, 2010; (my final crit is on 17th March) meaning I will GO TO PARIS AND MEET THEM!
SO this morning, there was a baby black labrador outside Peter's yard, waiting for her owner, she (the dog) got so excited during our brief chat , but started leaning on me once calmed down... that's how baby girl dogs are like.
Later on, a very pretty girl, that looked totally French with huge eyes and tall nose started chatting with me, she's German, doing Phd here in Edinburgh on the *History of the Book* lol, she worked in a Children's Publisher for TWO years in Germany before coming there.
Had Bean + potato soup for lunch; Went back to studio, had lecture; viewing the castle at the calming outsider; had Beetroot coleslaw and bread as dinner; then YOGA! yayayayaya YOGA!
Dissertation, no conclusion.
sleep early wake early!